dANCE=]

2009-01-05T00:58:00.000-08:00

OH MY KAMI!
*staring at the mount everest (aka my holiday homework)
it's already 5jan09, 5pm
but yet
but yet
I haven't finish my homework..
oh dear dear dear
*TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM THE FACT THAT SHE HAS A MOUNT EVEREST TO CLIMB*
Alright,
the fact just stays there..........
I'm going to do my homework now..

HWAITING!!!!

2009-01-01T07:31:00.000-08:00

2009'S RESOLUTION!!
First and foremost,(most important)
GET A'S FOR MY 'A'LEVEL
followed by
GETTING RID OF MY LAZINESS (O.o sounds pretty hard)
STUDY HARD!!
COLLECT THE WHOLE SERIES OF RAYMOND E.FEIST BOOKS
UM, PASSING MY 2.4KM RUN (Oh kami!)
&&

"Live life to the fullest" =D

also,
I HOPE THAT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WOULD BE HAPPY THROUGHOUT THIS YEAR!

CHEERS!

RANTS!!!`

2008-12-23T00:58:00.000-08:00

So sorry. I got to rant about things today.

Firstly, i attended a boring briefing with a dumb organisation today.
I don't like this org and they are SUPER INEFFICIENT.
&& they are those i-am-superior-than-you-and-hence-you-got-to-listen-to-me peoples.
HAD A HARD TIME TRYING TO LISTEN TO THEM.
I WAS SO DAMN PISSED OFF WITH THEM....ARGH!
Their style of doing things is like....
the worst that i've ever seen.
YUCK! PERISH!!!!

Secondly, I went to watch Twilight.
That movie was like...
my first reaction was like" HUH?!!!#@@@#%^^$%#$"
I feel like stabbing myself while watching the movie
should have went to watch YES MAN
This is the first time in my entire movie dates that i feel like sleeping.
Seriously, I don't enjoy a single bit about that show....
That was like totally &^&*%^&#%^^

Im so sorry that im ranting about things today, but i couldn't help it.
If i don't vent it out. I'll feel super uncomfortable.....
PHEW! *Feeling much better now*
eun kyang kyang.
alright, that's my rantings for today!

2008-12-11T20:09:00.000-08:00

hi people!

hahas, im back from china on the 5th DEC

I know i have been delaying this post for too long! HAHAS

but im too lazy :X

hahs

These are the pics

26NOV2008

( Changi Airport- departing soon)

These are the peoples whom i had fun with for the 10 days in China.

Eileen, ME, and my roommate XM. hahas, had fun with her.She's a DBSK fan too! hahas

saw this really cute mickey deco in the airport, SO we took a picture with it =D

HERE WE COME!

THE rest of the days in Shanghai and NanJing

Fudan University. The new building is like so magnificient. European style. AND we almost got blew away by the wind while walking outside and it's freaking cold!!! We attended their lectures too, hahas.

We went to oriental pearl tower. From there we can see Shanghai's scenery. AND Shanghai's night scenery is truly breathtaking. V.NICE.

A picture with our Shanghai tourguide.Tony, HAHAS, He looks like Shaggy from SCOOBY DOO but without the beard. AHAHS

Me, Eileen and MEDD

After which, we took a ferry to ChongMing Island for a night stay there and then a 4hr bus ride to NanJing. HAHAS,&& we meet this really cute little boy at nanjing. His name is Xuanxuan. =D

The awesome people! HAHAS. That more or less concludes my china trip.

ON 5TH DEC 08 ITSELF,

hahas,

the wonderful plane touched down at SG.

I've received some wonderful b'day presents from my sis and my friend.

present #001

A music note necklace from li

OMG. It's really nice and yah, beautiful

hahas, im wearing it now.

present #002

Raymond e.feist books from ting&li

OH MY TIAN! Im really shocked to see this

hahas, cause he's my favourite author, you see?

hahas.

present #003

A musical box from c.

it plays the music

" Canon in D major"

hahas

nice nice.

my first musical box. and it's so wonderful can.
HAHAS.

present #004

A wonderful b'day card from JAS

that was really really nice

HAHAS

ALL IN ALL.

A BIG THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO GAVE ME THE B'DAY PRESENTS

REALLY APPRECIATED IT.

THANKS!! =D

2008-11-16T21:12:00.000-08:00

WOOTS
went to watch madagascar 2 with XM today!
hahas
nice nice
very funny
UM,
what should i say now?
hahas,
*stumped for words*
I think i will just leave it as it is
hahas

2008-11-16T04:43:00.000-08:00

hahas

Im back from the 3D2N camp

Had a lot of fun there,

met a lot of peoples from everywhere

It was a brand new experience for me

and i really really enjoyed it

After the camp,

The 5 pioneer ambassadors rush all the way down to CHANGI TERMINAL

hahas,

it was a busy day

but, it was fun

we had a CIP at chek jawa

the tide is low, and it's open to public for sight seeing

really nice

hahas,

we also had a lot of fun there, took a lot a lot of photos.

The 8 of us, there's 3 who din attend the camp

STILL US! ALBIN, BERNICE, &ME

hahas,
on the way home, we had lots and lots of fun. Laughing all the way from changi to bukit batok.The passengers on board were all glaring at us (X.X)cause we were making all of lot of noises!hahas, but it was really fun

enjoyed going out with this group of people

AS FOR TODAY!
hahas,
i went to watch "Quantum of Solace"
with my sis. SUPER action-packed.
but i enjoy the show.
hahas!!

XUE TE!
I lost the bet to someone,
and i got to buy a bag!
ARGH!
( the super unglam side of me)
=P

2008-11-09T16:28:00.000-08:00

Before i post about my trip to ubin, hahas

just wanna post something random.

I read this from a novel,

and i think it's rather meaningful,

a set of life principles

己所不欲，勿施于人

将心比心

比上不足，比下有余

知足，常乐

A tree which stand there alone, but yet, beautiful.--( photos by JM)

2008-11-03T05:51:00.001-08:00

SORRY! hahas, for not posting! =P

*been very lazy*

hahas,

so happy!

MY OP FINALLY OVER LE!!

*one big load off my shoulders*

hahas

KUDOS TO MY PW GROUP!!

LOVE THEM!!

They are a wonderful bunch of people,

really really had a great time working with them....

Also, after the day i had my OP,

went to volunteer at the kindergarden in grace assembly...

It was really fun,

the kids are simply so adorable

especially a 3 year old little boy named titus..

*He's super duper cute*

Had a fun time interacting with them..

It was a totally brand new experience,

but i also realised that im not cut out to be a kindergarden teacher,

hahas,

they are too energetic..

cannot keep up with them.

BUT i would say that it was really really enjoyable playing with themm..

especially a little boy named Caleb, had a fun time playing some mini games with him...

If given a chance, i would go and help out again.hahas.

As for today,

went out with XiaoMei & Jasmine,

we went to carousel for lunch

That was really expensive..

*Got a big shock when i saw that the fruit juice actually cost $11 bucks per cup*

hahas,

but nevertheless, we did enjoy ourselves.

DESSERTS were nice..

THE OTHER FOOD not bad not bad

&& the service was good,

*the plate clearing service is VERY efficient, and i mean it*

It costs me $56.50...*heart bleeding now*

THE YUMMY CAKES

CHOCOLATE FONDUE

2008-10-12T21:29:00.000-07:00

Went to Orchard with my sis on saturday,
That's like super tiring
(to me, it is)
(Just isn't for born for shopping, i prefer lazing at home reading and sleeping or even to sit at a restaurant enjoying my meal)
Anyway, i went all the way to orchard is because of my sis.
She wanted to get the Masaharu Fukuyama's CD.
For those who watched detective galileo, he's the main lead actor.
hahas, track back to my previous post on him.hahas

HAHAS,
but im kicking alive again when i reached takashimya's basement 2
That is like a food paradise.hahas.
Simply don't know what to choose,
everything look so nice,
hahaas,
went to buy the dango,
nice nice! worth it!

After a tour around the basement, im dying again,
and went back home. That concludes the end of my trip...

My second report:
I'm starting to read Raymond E.Feist books.
nice nice,
King of Foxes got me addicted to his books.
I borrowed like one big stack of his books at my house.
hahas, super nice!
must read!!

My third report:
Thanks! my darl cousin!
hahas, she's always so sweet lor
"a loyal reader to my blog"
wahhs, i was so touched when i read this!!
*tears welling up my eyes"
hahas, really really thanks.
It's my pleasure and my honour to have you as my cousin.
COUSINS FOREVER! CHEERS!
hahas!!

Thoughts of the day:
I've been feeling very very tired.
(whether mentally or physically)

oh my god

2008-09-28T20:56:00.000-07:00

hahas, i've been in love with the song" oh my god" by yui recently,
nice nice
Actually almost all of her songs are nice...

hmm?
What is my current update?
hahas,
im back into my anime-ing days..
current anime: "The daughter of the 20 faces"
v.v.v.nice
The storyline is very exciting.
*it's recommended*

&&
im also into watching " detective galileo"
that's also very nice
the male lead character is very charming
hahas
(at least to me , he is)
cause he's a genius in that show
and the way he carries himself is very...WOW
i like this kind of guys
hahas..
he looked very decent too...XD
(i know im being an idiot)

hahas..
that's what i can think of..
will cont to update
stay tuned!

ling

2008-09-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

hmm.
hahas
my darling cousin,
i got update my blog...

At 11.21pm,
i'm trying to keep myself awake in order to write this post...
and all i want to say is that,

darl cous, next time must teach me make earring, or else i cannot earn a living,,
cause you said my joke not funny...
hahas..
i know i'm being lame.
but...

2008-09-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

hahas, thanks xiaomei for tagging

Q1) What are needed to be my boyfriend?
Caring, Humorous, & Sense of security

Q2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a ticket?
Nepal. or even sponsor me a ticket to outerspace

Q3) What are your favourite things to do?
1.Listening to Classical Music
( current love: First Suite in E flat)
2. Animeing
3. Eating
( yeah yeah. i know, gluttony is a sin, but i can;t help it =X)

Q4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
Well, i just did a rather abstract compre which talks about happiness,
so happiness can be bought by money
but that's not the true happiness that we humans should have...XD

Q5) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Same as XM, i want all my other dreams to come true too..
[i know im greedy]

Q6) Do you prefer a kiss or a hug?
Hug

Q7) What are you afraid to lose the most?
My loved ones

Q8) If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do?
Set up an orphanage and a cafe

Q9) List out 3 good point of the person who tagged you.
She's fun-loving, She shares the same interests as me, which is to eat, anime, and music &&
She's smart

Q10) What makes you happy?
- Spending time with my family
- Ample sleep
- To be able to be happy makes me happy

Q11) If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, which place would you like to go with him?
Everywhere. I want to leave our footsteps all around the world

Q12) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
On Earth

Q13) Whats top in your wanted list?
Alaska Crab
( to that someone, im waiting for quite some time, you know?)

Q14) What do you think is the most important in life?
To be able to live to the fullest

Q15) Any childhood memories you like to relieve?
hmmmm?

Q16) Which cartoon character do you like most?\
Reborn
Crayon shin chan
&&
TAMAKI

Q17) Are you courageous to go and tell the person you like he/she?
no.

Q18) If you could play one muscial instrument, what would it be?
violin

Q19) What are you doing right now besides doing this tag?
chatting with ah kai

Q20) What's your favourite quote?
Only those who try, become

Instruction: Remove 1 question above, then add in your personal question, make it your a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 person in your list, list them out at the end of this post. notify them in their tagboard that he/she have been tagged.

hmm
1) Limin
2) Rebecca
3) Jasmine ( i know you've been tagged)
4) Eileen
5) Jaz
6) Chun
...
no more..
hahas.

BB!!

2008-08-29T21:18:00.000-07:00

NICE BLOGSKIN?

hahas,
i love the bg sound, very soothing...
&&i love the picture
&&i love my blog.hahas

My photos during competititon.

Our colourful booth

Chun, Constance, Me

Again...

Below is the photo chun and i took when we went to watch $ not enough 2..

TO CHUNCHUN!

Hahas, I miss you lots, so must get well soon

and come back to school.

Alright, that's more or less sums up my post

Hahas,

2008-08-28T08:18:00.000-07:00

Same as jasmine, my com died on me for 2 days.
AND
i was totally cut off from the world for two days!!!!

well, things still happen for these 2 days,
i found out something that i think that it's better not to know...
Well, i can't imagine that people get pissed with me with some very very very trivial things
like booking a court!
To say the truth,
after knowing the truth,
i'm also pissed,
seriously,
very pissed.
This tells me one thing,
if i got anything that's important, i should never rely on them.....

I think that's all for today's post, will blog more photos and stuffs.hahas

2008-08-23T22:24:00.000-07:00

went for competiton yesterday,
we got a consolation prize.hahas. 60 dollars worth of cash vouncher
not bad not bad
say three cheers for us!
will post the photos tomorrow.(im currently in a lazy mood)

After the competition, chun and i went to watch movie
"Money Not Enough 2"
we reached there at 6pm and the movie starts at 8.40pm
So we spent 2 hrs plus waiting there,
i thought the movie will make my effort worthwhile
but in the end,
i rather go home and sleep
than waste my time and money.
Totally...nothing to say
REGRET!!!!

“别天天以为别人对不起你，
其实真正对不起别人是你”

2008-08-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

Went to Cafe Cartel today with jasmine, jazreel, weichun
hahas.
had a lot of fun
had a lot of confessions
and had good food.
This was one of the only few times that i get to hear the true confessions.
However,
i think that ignorance is bliss.
Even though i know all the things that happen, but when you say it out, it just feel kind of wierd.
I don't know why.

*Faint*

However, today i really got to know more about things that i want to know but never had a chance.
For my good friend,
If you think it's time to let go of your pain.
let it go
If you think you wanna hold on to it,
with the hope that it will work out,
hold on to it.
No matter what,
I will be there for you.

2008-08-15T20:17:00.000-07:00

如果是这样，
那我不要了，
不要了。。。

2008-08-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

哈哈，
今天突然好像以华文来写，
不知为了什么。

在上华文课时，老师叫我们写出一句话，有意义的话。哈哈
我很满意我所写的。
阿伶哲学
偶尔会遇到挫折，但我们千万不要自暴自弃，
应该以乐观的态度去面对，不只事情变得简单，
自己也会快乐。

搞定！

好吧！我要和我的功课奋战了！

2008-08-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

Im back!

Wahahas. My company logo finally came out

drawn by jasmine

criticized by me.

We spent a long time on it. hahas

It's copyrighted by us

And also my adopted daughter.hahas

Biodata:

Name: Yutaka Shiori

名: 裕詩織

Age: 7

She is the baseball team captain

KAWAII!

That's all for today!

Quote:

"You only find a few people in this world, a few people who will tell you they love you and mean it with all their heart. Don't forget those people who stood by you through it all, the special few that were there for you till the end."

2008-08-08T02:07:00.000-07:00

Lots of events,hahas.
1st Event: SPLAT concert.

It's on the first august. I know it's like overdue for so long

but i have no time to blog recently.

wasn't really enjoying myself there, except that the perfomances were really good

Jasmine snapping photos

The classic shot.hahas.

There's actually a few more, but it's not with me. Will post another day once i get the photos.

2nd event: Pioneer Heartbeat

2nd August. Went down to Vivocity early in the morning and meet up with jas, weiting& xiaomei.

Had breakfast together, hahas. After that, it's time to work! we sold the handmade products made by MINDS beneficiaries, they were really beautiful. hahas, but our stall was rather dull as compared to the other stalls, (wasn't quite happy with my ic), our stall is like...nothing to say.

Anyway, the four of us were snapping away before we start business.hahas.

Jasmine!hahas. we were playing with the "free" board

Me and 坏心天仙. I don't want to be free of charge

Xiaomei& Jasmine.hahahs

After that, i went to my family gathering

played with my uncle's dog

She's super duper cute!

simply love it!!

I want a dog too..

Hahas. After that, i went to my another uncle's house

was reading "tuesedays with morrie" for the time i spent there.hahas

NICE Book.

He's Zhi Yi, he's super cute.,hahas

Lastly, today!

hahas

had national day celebration in school

Kind of missed my secondary school celeb,

missed the parade that we have.

BUT, we still took lots of photos

Me and Huai xin.hahas.

It's her birthday tomorrow, and the flag is one of my presents to her.

like it? HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Another shot!

Tokyochunchun and me.hahas

Me & Eileen

chunchun,me, huaixin and jasmine

Medd, chunchun, me

Huaixin, jaz, me.hahahs.

It's me in the middle.hahahs.

That's about it.

After the celebrations, went to westmall with my sis.hahas

watched "mummy 3"

not too bad, i guess

hahas

but im more interested in the journey to the centre of the world.

going to watch soon.

^.^

Quote:

"Don't hate, it's too big a burden to bear." - Martin Luther King

2008-08-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

Had a long & tiring day!!
I'm so tired today!!
My legs are aching cause i stand for a VERY LONG time.!!
esp with the court shoes.
=.="

Nevertheless, we still rmb to take photos.hahas

PHOTOS:

Sinzhi, Reb, Me, and Jas

THE 4 again plus Albin.hahas.( he's a nice man)

Another shot! hahaS!

As for you, i'm really happy when i see that you include wenjie they all in your plan for august. ( i don't know the rest implies that it includes me and jas a not). Good to see the effort.

Quote of the day:

"Be mindful what you toss away, be careful what you push away, and think hard before walking away."

That's all for today! im going to take a rest now.

^.^ mata ashita

2008-07-28T06:43:00.001-07:00

Your friends are very precious things;
Their love is like the rarest gem.
But friends are hard to find and keep
Unless you are a friend to them.
-- Ann Cragg

2008-07-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

Had a long day in school today,
it's 9pm and i just reached home.
*tired*

something i wish to say to a group of peoples
i guess i shouldn't use the word people
you all are worse than beasts
you guys really don't have brains
all you know are just to insult, malign and criticize people.
worst of all, you all even break up couples.
I really don't see why this kind of people exist.
With this kind of people existing on earth,
all they do is to pollute the earth, making our environment a dirty place.
FREAK!
A bunch of beasts!
get lost!
get away from my life!
SCRAM.

enough scolding them,
as a reply to your post
what chance?
Are there any?
We don't even see each other nowadays.

"Friendships aren't built on false promises." - the ataris, "song 13"

2008-07-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

went to seoul garden with jas. ah wen. kaen
i really really enjoyed the outing, hahas
Ah wen is so cute, had so much fun,
crapping away.
It's been so long since we had an outing,
and i was hoping we could have a full attendance today, cause the time we are going to spend with each another is going to be lesser.
it's time to focus in studies, promos coming.

Our soup at the end of the day, looks like shark's fin, isn't it?

Our table, we ate alot.hahas

My two Ministries, my favourite MOM is on the right. ^.^

As for you, you say alot on your blog, however,

speaking without any action equates to nothing.

If you really meant to salvage this friendship,

let us feel your efforts.

here's a quote for you:

"It's not that I'm afraid anymore - I'm not. It's just that I'm skeptical. I'm skeptical that things are going to be normal again. I doubt that we'll ever be the same - and I guess I am afraid I'll miss who we were." - jenna

2008-07-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

Not going to say alot,
but do you think you're the only one who has extra things to do?
All of us has and for all you know, we might have much much more extra things to do.
SO Don't think of that as an excuse!

2008-07-25T10:33:00.001-07:00

I guess we can only use such method to communicate,

I tried to understand you, and i thought you wouldn't ps us because of your current pursue.
However, the truth proves me wrong
you are getting distant from all of us,
making them pissed, upset, angry.
Let me ask you, this group of friends isn;t important to you anymore, right?
The time you spent with us is close to zero, and
you wanted us to forgive you,
but have you make any actions about it?
you only said sorry and expect us to pretend nothing happened?
Do you think that will work?

I really really hope that you know what you are doing now.

Ling

2008-07-24T08:19:00.000-07:00

Ah wen and kaen,
now i know how you two feel le.
really really disappointed.
nothing much to say,
since you don't treasure this group of friends
then forget it.

I doubt he will read anyway. YUCKS!!!
*spoil my mood*

2008-07-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

FInally, i passed my 2.4km.hahas
(after so many attempts)

This is possible because of S07, THANKS ALOT!

THANKS CONSTANCE
THANKS EILEEN
THANKS HUAIXIN
THANKS XIAO MEI
THANKS WEI CHUN
THANKS JASMINE
really really thanks for running with me and pulling me,
and also THE REST OF S07, THANKS FOR CHEERING FOR ME

I'm so touched today by the girls in my class, really thanks!
without you guys, i doubt i will be able to pass
esp CONSTANCE, who pulled me in my last lap
thanks!
HAHAS
I guess that's about it today,
A-THANK YOU POST
hahas.

YLING

2008-07-11T19:55:00.000-07:00

One week has passed, and nothing much happened.
hahas.
and i got nothing to blog about. *going crazy*

Just started reading "absolute boyfriend" by yuu watase. Just finished the first book, not bad not bad. hahas, It's about a 10th grade girl yearning for a boyfriend. One day, a wierd salesman pop out of nowhere and gave her a URL to this web where they can buy lovers. It's actually a robot which looks exactly like human [i think is 100000x better o.o]. The best thing is " they will exist only for your sake". SO SWEET. The robot will only think of you as lover and be loyal to you.

HOWEVER, im pulled back to reality. CRUEL X.X
such things don't exist at all.

Not only reading that comic, im also reading "If you could see me now" by the author of ps. i love you.
Only completed the first few chapters, i think it's really good. That book really keeps me reading on, but my teacher is stopping me. hahas. *cause im reading in class* *My bad my bad* hahas.

Alright, i guess that's all.
"Bring back a smile, unbreak my heart"~scribbles~

2008-07-08T03:16:00.000-07:00

AHHS.
FAINT.
I WAS THINKING OF POSTING UP SOME OF THE QUIZ I DID, BUT SOMEHOW, SOME PROBLEMS CROPPED UP AND I COULDN'T POST IT.!

I GIVE UP.hahas

guess that's my post for today.
And to a friend of mine, i read your blog today, i seriously agree with your viewpoint as the people we meet on the net may be seriously dangerous. HAHAS. That's a rather good agrument, however, people do meet their true love on the net through services like that, even though that's the minority. [maybe around 5 in a 1000?] hahas. ALRIGHT, that's just what i think of your post. Anyway, all the best in your pursuit. ^^

hahas. see? I'm so bored until i got to write my viewpoint of other people's post.
Alright, i will stop writing now, next time i will operate on someone else.
( The next person, you better be careful, I hope you know who you are. She's going to be a girl *evil smirks* )

"I want to study about harmony, and ace in it"

2008-07-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

The only thing that don't change in this world is change.
How contradicting~
everything changed
it will never be the same as before.

It just came to my mind
hahas.
so sort of posted it up

2008-07-06T06:28:00.000-07:00

FREAK FREAK FREAK.
My previous blogskin died on me. =.=
had to redo everything again.
however,
I'm pretty pleased with this one. ^.^
A lot of events to be updated

Event #001.[06july]
Went to watch "hancock" with ah wen, kaen, clar & jas.
A pretty nice show, but it's kind of a "superheroes" movie
and i thought i will never watch that kind of movie.
hahas, however i do enjoy the movie
pretty amusing, pretty "WOW".
The BGM is nice.hahas.
After the show, they went to arcade to have a game or two
and that concludes my day.

Event #002. [05july]
Movies again
went to watch "10 promises to my dog"

IT'S SUPER DUPER NICE

I LOVED THAT SHOW
It's heart warming, it's sweet and it's sad.

seriously, the show is super touching.

at the later part of the show, everyone was crying like hell

you could see tissue papers all around. =.=

im definitely one of them, crying like dono what

hahas

Nevertheless, i enjoyed the show to the fullest.

Event #003.
I was chatting with shimin on msn. hahas. it's been a long time since i last chatted with her.
A very interesting chat. hahas.
We mentioned about my 2.4km run
(that;s my wound =.=)
She asked if i passed?
then i answered "no"
Her reply was amazing
" you see la, without me, you cannot run. You used to pass during secondary four"
hahas. Im amused by her.
HENCE
I TOLD HER THAT
"SHIMIN, YOU'RE ONE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE"

Alright, that's more or less what happened during the 3 days.
mata ashita!!

OH! OH! OH!
I almost forgot, im so in love with nodame cantabile recently
IT';S SUPER DUPER NICE.
strongly recommended!
hahas.
MATA ASHITA!

"Sometimes love is stronger than a man's conviction"-Isaac Basheviks

2008-06-07T06:47:00.000-07:00

HA. It's been quite a long time since i posted, mainly because i was too lazy.
hahas
I guess the greatest event that happened between this period of time is my uncle's wedding.
It was on the 30th May 2008
Hahas, It's really grand, they even invited the 881 crew, with liu ling ling as the emcee.
She was a good emcee, really humorous and really eloquet.
She even sang an indian song with dancing.Hahas. That was like the climax.
Overall speaking, it's rather good except that there is some flaw, (it really made me furious).

HOWEVER, because of this wedding, i met this cute little boy, IVAN. He's only 4 years old. He's SUPER DUPER CUTE. I'm going gaga over him.hahas.

2008-05-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

Who's being truthful, who's being not?
Who can be trusted, who cannot?

2008-05-21T03:46:00.000-07:00

I'm Back Again!

By The Way, I "stole" some photos from Jasmine's Phone today. These are the better "College Day" shots than mine.

Me, RuiXuan[the nice guy =D],Kelvin

RuiXuan & Kelvin Me & My darling laogong [Bernice]

Wilson(that poor boy...^.^), Ms Chung, Me

Rebecca& Me snapping away

Speaking of Rebecca, She's been my friend since Sec 1.HAHAS

Lastly
As promised. Jasmine's Family Photo

Alright, That concludes the end of my College day Photos

21May2008

Today was Sports Meet.

The weather was SO HOT!

I was pespiring like siao, it's as if i'm in a sauna.

However, I still had fun with my class girls..

hahas... This was the weather i was in for the whole sports meet.

Me, Constance, TOKYOCHUNCHUN,& Noella

Eileen, Me, Weiting, XiaoMei

Weiting&Me& Eileen

Eileen&Me

It's Eileen& Me Again! Hahas
She's a sweet girl, who's also the recorder in my PW group

Weiting& Me
She's a 坏心girl, hahas, That's what i always called her,
but she's still my good friend. She's the material keeper in my pw group

&& We also did something interesting today!!
Take a Look!
TA-DAH!

hahas. My hair is messy as usual...

Due to someone who is out to kill me, i've decided to strike off the photo
so for those who didn't manage to catch it,
I've only got sorry to say
=D

Alright, No more to write.
hahas.
I'm going to eat my dinner le..MAMA~MIA

It might be sweet, but it might not necessarily suits me.

2008-05-18T22:15:00.000-07:00

BEWARE! This is gonna be a really long post, I'm not lying, i will be spamming all the photos that i took for this week.

hahas.

ENJOY

1st event: The last filming! 杀青le..muahahas

TOKYO CHUN CHUN & ME

we got nothing better to do, except to start snapping away

making noise with the mic.^.^

ANOTHER ONE.hahas. P.S. that specs is LEN-less.haha ME AND XIAO MEI.hahas. THE emo girl in the video

In case you all can't see the girl in the photo,this is NOELLA.Our leader in the sexy gp video thing. SHE's taking the role of the teacher also. hahas

This is JASMINE.hahas. she's busying sms-ing her anata

[you know i know le. hahas..no need to further comment.]

Alright, that's the end for this event. It was really fun working with them and hope that we will get a prize as we REALLY put in a LOT of EFFORT in it. =D

2nd event: OUR school 7th College day

This year, ambassador club is taking part in the college day as ushers. SO FUN! Besides Ambassador club, There are 4 other volunteers, Rui Xuan, Wilson, Rafell, and this other guy whom i forgot his name. sorry about that.hahas.

It was a really good experience to be the ushers for college day. We learnt a lot and also, i think that our club is much more bonded to each another. hahas. Something to celebrate, isn;t it?

*******SPOILER*******

---My hair is super duper messy cause i removed my hairpins.=.="

The 4 ushers serving VVIP table

From left to right: SinZhi, Zeng Ying, Me

Only guy: RuiXuan.

ME and My lAo gong, Bernice. muahahs.. A sweet lady.hahas..[she looks great with the flower on her head right?]

Me and this super nice guy, Rui Xuan.hahas

[my hair is like =.=" CMI]

Wilson, Ms Chung & me

Poor boy, due to the fact that i'm vertically challenged, he is almost squatting when he took this pic in order to match our heights. hahas, but he's a nice guy! ^^

Hahas. That's the end of my post.

HAPPY VESAK DAY!

Spread the happiness around =D.

2008-05-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

The Nth Filming

Had our filming today also, managed to complete many of the scenes

*Hip Hip Hooray*

Wei chun sacrifice alot..SHE DRESSED UP AS A MOTHERLY COUNSELLOR to fit in the role.

Photos taken today:

TOKYO CHUN CHUN & ME...

Jasmine EMO-ING away in a corner-[sorry that the photo is inverted]

NOELLA*Leader* with TOKYO CHUN CHUN

Serious at work

世界は詐欺に既にある

I hate that feeling =X

Yucks..

2008-05-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

One Phrase that I learnt today
" You don't have to change yourself because the others don't appreciate the present you.
Love yourself for who you are, there will definitely be one who will appreciate you.

Hahas.
That's my post for the day

We will meet again.one day

2008-05-06T02:58:00.000-07:00

Hahas..
GP Filming today!
Quite fun i should say, at least it's a whole new experience for me. I've never been in a video for the past 16 years.Hahas. I was so happy when our darling camera-girl //wenyan// says "CUT!" *so touched so touched*.. finally finished 1/3 of my total appearance scene. WOO HOO.
Really hope that our video would won a prize cause we put in so much effort *AND I MEAN IT, WE REALLY PUT IN A LOT OF EFFORT"
<>
Noella
Weichun
Xiao Mei
Jasmine
Me!
hahas
Not forgetting the greatest support from 08S07!!!
&&,&& THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON. OUR CAMERA-GIRL //WENYAN//
All thanks to her for the successful filming...=D

That's all the day, i'm having a sore throat and a severe headache..*Going to visit my lala land now*

Whilst basking in the sunflower's warming glow
I feel it
The sentiments of cheerfulness and sunny thoughts

2008-04-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

a SORRY to the readers, haha
Due to an important reason [too lazy], i've not been updating my blog for like 3 months.
hahas, and after staring my blog for like 5 mins, i discovered something important!
IT'S GETTING SO DULL!!!!!!
In the end, I had no choice.
I renovated my blog
MUAHHAS
sense of accomplishment =D

Nothing much to update for today, except for the fact that i've got an econs test today.
WHICH IS SO SADDENING! I didn't manage to complete my conclusion. =X.
Anyway, it's over! No point being emo over it, POSTIVE THINKING!!!! elephants don't fly =D

I'm going to start watching a new anime, hahas. "SOUL EATER", the characters are so
cute..KAWAIII..Speaking of anime, A new captain, Shuusuke Amagai has took over the 3rd squad in episode 168 of the anime. He's a cute guy who can get drunk over sake flavoured pickles..hahahs.

RANDOM PIC OF THE DAY:

08s07

2007-12-22T07:41:00.000-08:00

hahas..
feeling very tired now
it's getting late..xDD

alrighty
fell in love with a new song recently
"together when..." by ayumi hamasaki
i've post it on my blog..
so do enjoy the song like i do
=)

stars.
moon.
sun.

2007-12-07T06:27:00.000-08:00

not really much to say today.
hahas
well
just here to make a post.

Would a fairytale ever happen to me?

2007-12-06T02:47:00.000-08:00

Ohaiyo!
It's been a long time since i updated this blog
hence
To completely revive my blog, i changed my blogskins too
kekes
nice.isn't it?

alright
yesterday was my b'day
hahas
VERY VERY UNFORGETTABLE!!
I was drenched from top to bottom..
It was raining like...( should not say it's raining, i should say it was pouring...)
hence
becoming a drenched girl, i still went to celebrate my b'day with my family
amazing..isn't it?
hahas
actually, i'm very touched this time round
many still remembered my b'day
recieved lots of b'day greetings
but, i should say that the most memorable thing will be the card that my cousin made for me,
very very very touched by that,not only so, she also gave me a set of manicure stuffs....
i was so surprised..hahas, as i've never thought that she would actually buy me that as that is one of my interest now..(how to say that i'm surprised..hm...maybe i should say it this way..the present makes me feel that the one who gave me this really understands me..that feeling is beyond description..xDD)

HENCE, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY REMEMBERED MY B'DAY

alright, killed many brain cells while writing this
will go and replenish now
MATA ASHITA!

2007-08-27T22:30:00.001-07:00

NOTICE

I WILL NOT BE WRITING ANY BLOG ENTRY
UNTIL 061107
SORRY FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE CAUSED..
=D

2007-08-09T18:14:00.000-07:00

having a hols of four days..
i've been rotting my days away
sometimes, i just cannot stop wondering what effort have i made for my 'o's
i really have no confidence.

ANYWAY

These few days, i have been watching pokemon and reading books..
under the pokemon..
i'm so deeply obsessed with pikachu..
it;s soooooo kawaii..
sometimes, i really wish i can live in that kind of world
whereby i have a pokemon who will be my companion
stay by me
no matter what have happen..
(getting a bit emotional..i know xDD)

for the BOOKS part
i've been reading a new book i just bought
"Blue Smoke" by Nora Roberts
it's about arson investigator...
dun you think it's cool to be in this kind of career?
recently, i suddenly changed my career dream to becoming a forensic
OF COURSE..
it's the evidence part..not the autopsy part.[i dun wish to faint everyday]
kekex...
that's the most updated career dream i have now besides becoming a successful business woman..

i think i should really start mugging hard now..
or else
there is no use dreaming...
if i dream..i must ensure that i would have a chance to really pursue it..
AND..
i wan to prove to THEM { for some reasons}

MY FAMILY KEEPS ME ALIVE

2007-07-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

alright..i'm fuming with anger now
one of my juniors actually used my name to tag on her fren's blog
not only so, she want me to bear the full responsiblity when i din do anything..
she said:" aiya, just pretend you don;t know nothing, since you are going in less than one year"
This kind of people is so selfish(i don wish to put her name on my blog)
ARGH!

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY

2007-07-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

I've finally changed my blogskins,and link all the people
so sorry guys! i took so long to process..kekex
(i'm simply too lazy)

today, AASON had heart cramps in class..
everyone was so shocked, some girls were crying and mr chong was calling the parents, ambulance, form teacher...
The fast response paramedics came first, he tested the heart beat of AASON and do all those necessary steps..
and after a few moments..
the ambulance arrived..they brought up the stretcher and carried him down.
Everyone in the class was so worried about him, even though some of us remained calm,
but we were so worried deep down in our heart...one of them includes me
I seriously don;t like to break down infront of people..
i'm scared to let them see, for god-knows-what reason..
but..anyway
AASON is discharged from the hospital le and he's resting at home

AASON SOTONG, YOU MUST GET WELL SOON!!

ADORE.ME.FOR.WHO.I.AM

2007-07-16T01:48:00.000-07:00

It's such a busy day today,
had my fnn coursework B prac and 'o' level chi lc..
but, at least, there's two load less on my mind?
maybe we can go for a celebration? kekex
alrightly, i'm stumped for words now...
there's isn't any thing for me to post..
well.
Let's stop for the day then.xDD

ADORE.ME.FOR.WHO.I.AM

2007-06-29T21:10:00.000-07:00

My com's been down for these few weeks
AND
I'm totally cut off from the rest of the world..
Like a senate..
Hahas

ALrighty..Let's update about some few issues

#001.During the hols (which is the time that my com actually died on me), i've fallen in love with one author..NORA ROBERTS..
My god..her novels is so nice,
The first book i've read is "Angels Falls"
It's so nice..
I strongly reccomend..LOVES
NW, i'm reading " Birthright"..Nice one too..
I WAN TO COLLECT ALL.....
hahas..
i simply simply love it..

#002. hmm hmm..I'm so elated.
My dad bought me a creative zev v plus which i wanted long long ago..
It's so small in size..and it's light weighted..
PERFECT..
*jumping*

Actually, there's still many things that i wan to update..but i'm simply too lazy..hahas..
SO..just make do with it.=P

And also not forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, RACHEL MEI
hahas..hope u like the present..
xDD

A dream house.

2007-05-26T07:20:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for what i've done
i didn't know that it hurts you so much..
anyway
jiayou for your studies
you can achieve your dreams de..
only if you believe

the summer we spent together
makes our story complete

2007-05-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

JIAYOU FOR MY CHINESE 'O' LEVEL 28'05'07
JIAYOU JIAYOU!

Hahas..
i am going gaga over the show" sonria pasta"
it's a show by wang xin ling & zhang dong liang
it's pretty funny and a bit of touching scenes here and there..
wasted a box of tissues just on crying..
My uncle was making fun of me,
he said i was crying like a cow..
My god?
A cow?
Oh pl-ease..

my blog is getting a bit of emotional nowadays..
i don't know why
just felt like writing out my thoughts..

MY THOUGHTS FOR THE DAY:
After watching that show"sonria pasta"
i don't know why?.. have turned optimistic even more..
i will put the past behind me..
forget about all the nasty remarks ppl gave me..
sometimes, i just don't understand
why can't they stand in other's people stand..
and think..
don't they know..
just because of that stupid remarks..
how much harm they had caused..
BUT, it's ok
i will prove it to them..
i will make them regret for what they have said
(i guessed i sound a bit evil here)
However, u reap what u sow
since they have the dare to say it out and hurt others..
they should noe the consequences..
that's why it important to think before you speak..
don't make any personal attack..

只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了..
i will make my life beautiful..
RAINBOW IS A SMILEY FACE =D

2007-05-19T07:43:00.000-07:00

It's been long ever since i updated my blog, previously, it was CT2,ARGH, it's so stressful..everyone is competing, it's just like a battlefield in class, i don't wish to say this, but somehow, it's just the truth.No one wants to lose.

Sometimes, i just can't help thinking. Why must we compete? why make our lives so complicated?

But what can i do? the world has been like this since a long time ago, perhaps even during ice age? [i guess i think too much, but you can't say it's wrong]

Alright, i'm actually quite pleased with my result, i managed to pass all and get 5As, 2Bs..How i wish..my 'o'level result is something like this...

Things have been happening so rapidly that i can;t keep in touch, i felt that everything had changed..I dun wish to mention..it's just too long

BUT, my cousins are still the best in the world, other than my parents,grandparents
ILOVEYOUALL
You all are the one who stand by me..no matter what happen..the ones who will never forsake me..my soul pillar, without you all, perhaps, i might just collapse..hahas, I would like to say thank you!!

YOU ALL ARE THE ONE WHO TRULY UNDERSTANDS ME AND HAVE THE SAME MINDSET WITH ME..

That's all for the day..xDD
爱上爱的味道像我脸红心跳

2007-04-14T01:33:00.000-07:00

Instead of rotting, i might as well revive my dead blog..hahax
I'm so happy recently because of many many things:-

Firstly,
I passed my 2.4 km run!
with a not very glorious timing of 17.28
BUT,
i run until i almost fainted to get that result leh..
I'm jumping with joy
with the fact that i suffer from muscle cramp..
damn it..
it's terrible..

Secondly,
"E Zuo Ju zhi wen 2" is coming out soon
xDD
My Fave show of the year..
So looking forward to it..
Saw that music video..
NICE NICE NICE
i think i'm going mad...

That's the end of my happy annoucement.

Taking part in the campcraft competition at the end of june this year, i'm not sure whether we will win mah, the competitions outside is so tough, every guides is so well trained in camp crafting..BUT, we will put in our ultmost effort in it, so even if we lose, we won't be sad, cos we know we tried our best le..=D

What makes a friendship complete?
i've been thinking over this question..
Loyalty?
Faithful?
Trust?
that's the three factors i've think..
i sincerely believe that loyalty in a friendship is very important, without loyalty, it would only lead to betrayal and hence a list of bad things would happen..like breaking off the friendship..i hate that feelings, that's like taking a knife, and peirce it deep into my heart..
A good friend is one who would stand by your side, accompany you through every ups and downs in your life, and whenever you are sad, they would just sit by your side quietly, just accompanying you to let you know that there's still people caring for you, and that inject us with the feeling of security. AND, whenever we are happy, they would always share our joy

Whereas the most important thing is trust, if you cannot trust your frens, there's no use in maintaining this friendship anymore, not trusting others will only mean that you don't treat them as a fren.."Secrets are the key to break off the friendship chain", people might say that it's their own privacy but did they ever think of the pain that they inflicted..i guess no..or else there won't be so many people getting hurt..

I HOPE THAT ALL FRIENDSHIPS ARE BEING CHERISHED AND EVERYONE IS HAPPY =D

Besides that i'm currently in love with this song :"还能不能？ " by 深白色2人组
你后悔了
你道歉了
总算死了的心又开始骚动着
以为懂了
真看透了
你唤了我的名字
我却就又回头了
曾以为从此你就是她的
现在你又却说你还可以说我的
但我忘不了
你曾是她的
我们的世界已不再是原来的
还能不能恢复我要的幸福
还能不能回到爱情的地图
IF YOU COME BACK TO ME
我能否不去记住
你曾给的那些痛苦
还能不能承受你手指碰触
还能不能感受你怀里温度
IF YOU COME BACK TO ME
曾被你被判的我
怎么相信你不会再让我哭～

go listen..the rythm of the song is very nice^^

alrighty..that's the end of my post..
ANGELIC LOVE xDD

2007-04-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

after reading what my fren have written.
i seriously felt guilty.
i've been feeling like i am not caring enough towards her..
but after reading all her tags..
my two meis are v.supportive of her..that's the only happi thing..
haha..
i've seen all their tags..
it's really v.good.

perhaps..
i dun think i shld say out..
sometimes..
i really felt v.tired..
everything's in a rush.
people are fretting over their personal affairs..
everyone have to deal with their own problem.
whether frens, family or even love..
why can't this world be a problem-less one..
then my frens wouldn't get stranded by all this things..
that's life,,isn;t it?
no matter how i wish..
there will still be trouble..still have problems..
depression..
but what my cousin, ruiqi say is v.right
"no matter what you do, just be happy, and not to forget ownself safety"
although i wish to have more ppl caring for me..
but that's like impossible..xDD
anyway, i have my besties
i have my darlinks cousin..(i really love them all xDD)
they've been with me
through all the ups and down in my life..
caring for me..

just like today,
we had a super long talk today,
this may be my happiest day,
at least i found someone to confide into..
there's no secret in our talk.
everything is being said out..
suddenly, i felt so carefree.
Not only so,
we talk about our future life..
future husband,
future kids..so on..
haha..
it's really good to talk about all this things..
we even thought of engaging our kids to one another..
it's like so cool,
having a fiance since young..
cultivating the relationship,,
just like any other love novels..
maybe
what we were talking,
are actually the unfulfilled dreams of own..
that's why we will let our next generation have the things that we are not able too..
becos our parents aren't educated enough to let us possess all those things..

plus..we were talking about getting an angmoh husband..then have a mixed blood child..
ahh..
that's my fave..
mixed blood kids are so pretty..
but i would always ans them
"i am not attractive enough to attract anyone"
so what we are talking about is actually an impossible dream..
BUT..
deep in my heart.
i really wish that kind of things will really happen on me..

what makes me really happy is that..
i found one who has the same traditional idea with me..
i may look v.open..
but i'm v traditional..
and i found one who has the same idea with me..
AND that one is...
MY DARLINK COUSIN..RUIQI..
i'm so touched...

woah..i think i shall stop here..my post is so long..although not many people would actually read my blog
BUT.
i, myself
as the owner of this blog
is also a lover of this blog..
i wouldn't care if ppl would read my blog..
if no one reads it..
den
this blog
shall
be
my
DIARY..

LOVE YA ALL..

2007-03-30T03:19:00.000-07:00

attended the "motivation talk" today,
it was like so useless..
made me demoralised instead..=.=
and that session was so damn long..3 hrs!
i was kinda stoning..listening to the speaker..
but there's always a little humor in it..
which is.... zheyong poking the straw into the potato..
haha..
he did it in the first try..

alright, stop talking about that demoralising talk..
my steady, limin puts my name in her blog..hence..vice versa..i'm putting it too..
LIMIN. I EMMA SO GOOD..(touched?)
speaking of her, reminds me of my class
haha..i love my class..4B
they really made my day..
full of laughter and jokes..(although v.crude sometimes)
BUT..
it was funny, heex..
i reall enjoyed it..
love ya=D

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA..!
i'm watching it on 2th May 2007...
so anticipating...a v.nice show(that was what S.M say)
i sound so much like a idiot now...that show was like months away..
and i'm mentioning it now..
but..
i just want to have it posted!(i guess i sound more like a retard=.=)

i think i should end now..anyways, enjoy my new blogskin..i'm getting irritated by the old one..
bckground music is "falling by frostie paradise"

oh ya..b4 i forget..my mum went to the meiji fair and bought chocs worth of $87.75..how lovely..it means i have abundant supply of chocs*rolling on the floor..acting like a retard*
I simply love chocs, when i say love,,i really mean it...i emma big glutton=P

TAKE CARE..
SWEETS FOREVA

2007-03-29T02:10:00.000-07:00

well well well

the day just goes on and on
without stopping...
ARGH
why can't the time stops moving for a day or two?!
or even 10 mins or so?!

I FAILED MY 2.4KM TRAIL RUN
pathetic=.=
but nvm..
i will run a lil bit faster..
cos i just failed by 2 mins..
i will stop lazing for 2 mins..
AND
hehe..

HAVE ANYONE BEEN SO UNLUCKY?!
my darling thumbdrive malfunctioned..
damn it..
My precious FNN coursework is in it..
and i dun have any backup..
*DEAD*
i will have to burn midnight oil to finish up....
-cries-*
how unlucky?!
there's a total of about 20 pages of work
20 pages!
nvm nvm nvm
I will hypnotise myself that it's okay..
it's perfectly all right...

MUAHAHA..

all right..i shall end for the day..

BTW..I PROMISE SOMEONE..

CHARMAINE..I MISS YOU TOO..( i have fulfil it..xDD)

2007-03-22T23:06:00.000-07:00

Well...
I am lazing at the library nw..
kind of rotting..
but anyway..
let's keep all the crap and go into the topic.xDD

Heex..
Saw a cute lil girl in the library
she was SO CUTE..
reminds me of that lil girl in the ice skating rink..
She is a mixed blood..i guess..??
So nice and prettaye..
AND...
this stupid idea came into my mind...
I asked my friend to get married with a foreigner
and when they get married, have children.....

I will be the first to apply for the seat of GOD MOTHER!
heex..
I seriously love kids..
That resulted in my BIG dream of opening a OrPhanage..

NO...
i can't wait..
How i wish..
i could just open my orphanage tmr..
BUT..
that seems so farway..
i still have to slog thru my studies...
which is like so long...
*sigh*

ending my post now...my time's up( i mean the library MONEY eater, It's eating up my $$$$....)

My first POst

2007-03-17T03:40:00.000-07:00

JUST RECOVERd!

Finally!

was previously suffering from cough+flu+sore throat

It was sort of killing me

but the good news is

I managed to survive

I sounded so serious..=.=

Went to Jurong point with my sis today

She was so lame

Haiz

REfusing to use her 50 bucks

then giving me all kinds of stupid reason

Lol

Kinda feeling tired nw

after walking the shopping mall

it doesn't fit my lazy attitude to go shopping

but somehow or rather

I kinda enjoy it

sigh sigh sigh

Being such a lazy person yet enjoy shopping

So contradicting

haha

all right i shall end now

I will go replenish my loss of sleep from shopping

(can you love me?
i'm willing to go through everything again
as long you leave a place for me
even if it's the darkest place in your heart)
----adapted from the song:ai wo hao ma

Memories

2006-12-30T21:02:00.000-08:00

I tried to belong to here
but whenever i tried to say anything
I always felt that no one could hear me
Since the day i met you
i fell in love with you
That year, i was only 15
stucked in the big forest
embraced by the darkness
i felt lost
i did not know what to do
till i met you
you were like a knight
who saved me from the misery
i started to cling to you
but you started getting tired of me
to you, i'm just like a leech
who you want to get rid of desperately
so i granted you
i don't want you to be like a kite
although high up in the sky
but are attached to string
If i love you,i will not want to be a burden to you
I'm letting you free
Let the things that connect us
left to only memories

Angel

2006-12-30T20:58:00.000-08:00

Your hands
were as if possessed with magic
and i can only submit to it
Your kiss
was like a present to the princess
And me
always chose to trap myself in it
That makes me hard to get away from you
I lost myself
This isn't me
I used to be like a cheerful bird
who has lots of freedom
But now
I am trapping myself attached with a string to you
Even soI didn't regret
But why did you had to do so
Betraying me
Hurting me
Is that your ultimate motive
I don't know
The truth blast my head
I can't think properly
What i know
is that i should leave you
Stop harrassing me
You already reach your motive
That is no use to be with me anymore
An angel that lost her shine..

2006-11-19T01:46:00.000-08:00

Six years
We had been married for six years
Life was so wonderful
that makes me think that is it a dream
Until that day
You were drunk
and slept with another woman
She was your first love's twin
I then know that you married me
not out of love
but because of my voice
which is similiar to hers
I asked you a question
"what if i'm pregnant"
You actually replied me
"Abort it"
At that moment
My heart is dead
I know i am poor
and i will never be up to the standard that your parents want
They tried ways and means to seperate us
but i endure
because i love you
but the truth is always so cruel
What if i am a dumb person
what if i lost my voice
Will i be the one that everyone know
Tears began to drip down
Looking into the eyes of yours
Letting myself to call you one more time
"Let's divorce"

2006-11-17T19:15:00.000-08:00

Message of Cyclamen: Don't lose faith in me

2006-11-17T19:12:00.000-08:00

Message Of Acacia: Chaste Love

fLOWER messAgeS

2006-11-11T03:43:00.000-08:00

1 Flower: You are my only one
2 Flower: There's only you and me in this world
3 Flower: I love you
4Flower: Promise
5 Flower: No regret
6 Flower: Smoothly; Without a Hitch
7 Flower: Happiness
8 Flower: Making Up
9 Flower: Steady
10 Flower: Perfect
11 Flower: Only Love
12 Flower: Whole of my Love
13 Flower: Crush
14 Flower:Honoured
15 Flower: Your Guardian
24 Flower: Purest of Love
30 Flower: Please accept my Love
36 Flower: My Love is only for You
40 Flower: Love for you will not end even if i die
48 Flower: Precious Love
50 Flower: Regretless love
51 Flower: My heart can only contain you
66 Flower: My love for you will never change
99 Flower: Everlasting
100 Flower: Together till ripe old age
108 Flower: Marriage Proposal
111 Flower: Love you forever
365 Flower: Love you everday
999 Flower: Endless Love

2006-11-11T03:39:00.000-08:00

White Rose's Message: Innocent and Pure

2006-11-11T03:34:00.000-08:00

Butterfly Orchid's Message: I love you

2006-11-11T03:24:00.000-08:00

Tulips's Message: Confess of Love

Burden

2006-11-11T02:53:00.000-08:00

I know i am a burden to you
The family pressures
is suffocatting you
You are suffering all because of me
Even so
You will always bring a smile to greet me
However deep inside your heart
you are struggling to keep afloat
the stress behind you is just way too big for you to shoulder on
I know all this
I just don't want to lose you
I am just way too selfish
Wanted to apologize
but does it have any uses?
I still want to say sorry to you
even i know clearly there is no use
I read so many novel
all the novel who talks the story between the poor and the rich
It all comes to a happy ending
I stupidly think this will also happen to me
but novels are just novels
what happened in novels
will never be the same in life
I am just that naive
Finally
I come to a conclusion
That is to leave you
Taking away all your pressure
Letting you soar up high in the sky
Let's just put a fullstop to all this things

Modern Romeo

2006-10-08T03:16:00.000-07:00

Modern Romeo
Why can't you wait
it's just one more day
To prove that i'm not lying to you
why can't you wait?
I know i have lied to you in the past
but that is already over
i've already promised you
i will change
I went back all the way to my country
to get that divorce letter
and propose to you
We were supposed to live happily ever after
why are you so foolish?
Jumping down from 15th floor
We were so in love with each other
Without you
My life turned into black and white
Without you
I could never feel my heartbeat
I am just like a living dead person
with absolute no reason of living
Watching the blood that drips down my wrist
I smiled
Wait for me
I'm coming

NOT THE ONE ANYMORE

2006-09-28T03:50:00.000-07:00

a night without wind
yet i could feel the cold breeze
is it because of you
I hope not
you were already with another girl
there's no way of turning back
or should i say
your heart is never with me
perhaps
but i have been hypnotising myself
that you love me before
However, deep in my heart
I knew it
is that supposed to be joke
saying " i love you"to someone you never loved
I am in a world of my own
In a world
with no feelings
no happiness nor sadness
It's just like a place that is meant for the dead
I am not the one that everyone know anymore

2006-09-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

TIDUS

2006-09-27T04:21:00.000-07:00

Lavender's message: " waiting for LOve"

Final Fantasy

2006-09-24T05:26:00.000-07:00

Sacred and sacrificing Love of them

A love long lost forever

2006-09-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

my love,
thanks for the care that you gave to me,
all this while
I have always thought you will be different
but it seems that i'm wrong
Throughout all this way,
i have been hurtkept felling down
I have been trying to deceive myself
that you are the one for me
But time reveals the truth
that's nothing more to hide
I am the one who are a burden to you
I have always knewyour heart is not with me
but you are afraid to leave me
afraid to see me doing something foolish
but now,
just leave
i'm alright
just a little hurt.

Perhaps--

2006-09-22T23:35:00.000-07:00

Chance?
have you ever given me
i am always being ripped of it
why can't i just be a simple girl?
perhaps without youi will be better off
sticking with someone that don't bother to listen to me
so what you are rich, handsome and powerful
i rather go with someone that truly understand me
but i can't
since the day i met you
my heart is already with you
even though
you will never fall in love with me
barging into that room of secrets
only make me miserable
what i saw
is enough to kill meI
wanted to leave
but i can't
even so, i make myself to leave
to you,
i am just a burden
Perhaps when you are reading this
i am already in a place far far away from you
I just wanna say
Without you,
I will die

Tired of everything

2006-09-22T23:32:00.000-07:00

who am i?
i don't know
i can't feel what is happening
feelings of getting betrayed started to grow
i can't stop iti don't want this feeling
it's worse than getting kiled
Things started to change
since the day you met each other
I am becoming less important
To you, i am just a little girl
who seems to be always that smal
lWhy can't you have a look at me
i have already grown up
But now, it doesn't matters anymore
the image of you and the one you love
scarred my heart
i am so tired now
people will change
so do you
I really hope i don't see that image
things are beautiful only if they are kept as a secret
Anyway, it already happened
what can i do?
turn back time?
i don't think so
just leave it to fate,
whether to be betrayed or abandoned
i don't wanna know anymore
I only want to be my ownself

2006-05-05T02:44:00.000-07:00

LOvers concerto

2006-05-01T04:12:00.000-07:00

Lovers' Concerto
Birds high up on the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody
How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up on the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody
Oh! See there beyond the hill
The bright colours of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us,
just to fall in love
You'll hold me in your arms
And say once again you'll love me
And that your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now, I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you every part of me
Oh! Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without us
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And that your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Broken memories

2006-05-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

Broken memories
who are you?
i asked myself
why did u have the power to control me,
to scold me.
We only had a short memories,
everything changed.
You are not the one who i knew,
who cared for me.
We once had a promise,
that the moonlight will witness it,
that we will be together no matter what happen...
Everything started to change after you know my family background,
just because i am poor,
while you are the one who is on the top of the society.
You started to restrict me,
banned me.
I am not supposed to join any gatherings with you,
for fear that your reputation will be spoiled.
Once you played for me the song,
"Lovers concerto"
i could never forget that night,
you told me that we will be like the lovers in the song.
The tune kept playing in my mind,
i really wish,
you will love me once again,
but it will never come true.
I really hope,
just before i closed my eyes,
you will say to me,
"I love you"
it never came true....
Why can't you promise me,
i just wish that i have a perfect memories..
It's just a simple wish,
which will never come true....

Cupid's wrong arrow

2006-04-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

Cupid's wrong arrow
I told myself,
as long as i love you,
you will fall in love on me one day.
But it never came true,
no matter how hard i try,
you are always blinded by the false image in front of you.
What i gained,
is only hatred,
i don't mind,
i insist on my thinking that one day.
my love will dissolve all your hatred.
But i was wrong,
throughout the years,
i have never dissolve your hatred,
not a bit.
Till the day...
I 'm blind,
i started to see the gap between us,
perhaps i was too naive that time,
even i can see,
i cannot see the big gap between us.
Now,
i'm blind,
everything's clear,
things between us will end now.....
i laughed,
laughed at my foolish action i did,
perhaps all this happen,
because of the wrong arrow cupid shot...
but before i have my last breath,
i just want to tell you,
even if cupid shot the wrong arrow,
i never blamed him,
because,
i love you...

Guy's Diary

2006-04-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

Guy's diary
Do you love me?
You always asked me this question,
i never answered you.
As deep in my heart,
i am struggling,
do i love you?
i asked myself.
I don't know.
Till the day you got kidnapped,
I got the answer,
i can give up the whole world,
just wanting you to be my side.
Everything is too late,
you left me,
before hearing,
I love you

Destiny

2006-04-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

Destiny
Perhaps we were not destined to meet,
or else our love will not be so short,
it is so fast that i don't even have the memories.
I went to the first place we first met..
the scene flash past my head,
i remember your warmth,
your presence,
but what does it serve..
I could only feel the coldness trying to freeze me,
i longed for you to be back again
but no matter how long i waited,
there is no one in sight,
i never gave up..
I started to break down,
Death is already waiting for me,
to enter hell,but just before i go..
I just want to let you know,
i love you,
although you will not be back again...

the missing piece of mi

2006-04-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

Missing Piece in Me
once,i'm an innocent girl
but ever since i met you,
everything changed,
i learnt h0w to love,
but it never last,
quoted fr0m"Plato"
"Love is a heavy flu"
0nce it recover, it will be over
just like our love..
no..it should be your love,
it only lasted a while and it ended
but how about me,
i love you so deeply
i tried all ways and means to salvage our relationship
but it came down the drain,
you were so heartless that you already had your love on others
n0 matter how,
i still love you
but it ended ever since the day..
you make use of me to get what you want
tears from my souless eye...
extinguished that flame of love i had for you..
You apologized
but what does it served
another use ?
but no matter how
my heart is like a broken mirror,
no matter how well you mend it,
there will still be scars..
because of you,
i became a souless person,
just like any other puppet
i've become so numb that i don't even recognize myself..
laughter dissapeared from my life
happiness left my heart..
what's left is only darkness
which is suffocating me,
and loneliness which compassed me....

Endless l0ve

2006-04-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

Endless Love
A cold night ,
Darkness engraved me ,
loneliness suffocating me,
m00n light mocking 0ver my mistake,
memories flash past me ,
reminding of your presence,
longing for your warmth ,
but i still feel cold ,
i try t0 numb myself,
but h0w?
tears wetted my eyes,
melted my cold heart .
Before the sunset ,
before i closed my eyes,
i gripped h0pe
i created miracles
but what ?
you were already gone...
far away..
and never be back...
no matter how far you are,
endless love from me ,
like a bond ,
it will never break.
Before i had my last breath
promise me ,
we will be back together n0 matter how long,
how far ...
i thought you promised me?
but time proved everything
you broke your promises.

lost in trust in mi

2006-04-21T05:50:00.000-07:00

The Lost Trust
I have been waiting since the sunrise,
for someone i d0n't know,
perhaps in dream ,
perhaps in real life .
I don't know love,
till i met you ,
but you were the 0ne who makes mi hate love.
You were the one wh0 tried t0 fill up my heart,
and yet you were the 0ne wh0 broke my heart .
Why are you so cruel?
Because of three words, we fell in love .
Because of three words, we were seperated.
Because of an ungrounded accusation,
you lost your trust in me,
and misunderstood me,
started to blame me .
I'm so foolish ,
i should not have love you,
Loving you 0nli makes mi feel hurt.
Everyone has a character flaw ,
and yours,
you only think of how you feel ,
but n0t the feeling 0f 0thers .
But it's over ,
n0thing will be able t0 salvage it,
as my heart is like a puzzle with a missing piece,
and will never be perfect again.